Nothing Left To Prove Title: Nothing Left To Prove Author: Vamphile Timeline: 219 Condom: Justin
BRIAN “I like to smell you, not soap.”
He flinches. I pull him forward, devouring his mouth, literally sweeping him off his feet and bringing him to his knees. His hands, mouth, and cock I feel them all respond. His leg wraps around mine, pulling me closer and I want him. My own body reacting to him, we’re both so fucked. The anger doesn’t dissipate. I want him and I want to hurt him and I’m not sure which scares me more. “Go take a shower… you stink.” I can’t look at him right now, I’m afraid of what he’ll see.
JUSTIN I let my head thunk back against the floor. My heart’s racing, for different reasons than a few moments ago. I’m out of tears. I’m out of hope. I’m out of control. I feel dirty, dirtier than I did when I first headed towards the shower. Then I felt like a liar, now I feel like a whore. I have to get out of here. This isn’t where I should be. We both know it now. He figured it out a while ago. It took me longer to catch up. It would be easier if I didn’t still love him.