Mugen (badass_samurai) wrote in pup_prompts, @ 2008-04-05 16:11:00 |
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Entry tags: | mugen, prompt 8 |
Angry
Muse: Mugen
Fandom: Samurai Champloo via UTR
Writer: Crystal
It wasn't justified. He'd never pretended it was. She had done nothing to cause it. It wasn't her fault he fell for her and it wasn't her fault she'd never be able to return those feelings. It was good she had a guy who like her, who was good to her. And it was only his own fault that she found out about his feelings. The anger shouldn't even be directed towards her, more the situation, but that didn't change the fact that it boiled up ever time the thought of her.
They would never be right again. That wasn't her fault, just his own for falling for her. He should have taken care of this before she found out. He was mad at himself, at life and at least a little at her. Not because of anything she had done, or could reasonably change, but just because. Because Mugen can't focus his anger where it should go. Because his life was falling apart and Jin wasn't there to be angry with and he couldn't just stay angry with himself at all times or he would probably do something stupid. Because Mugen couldn't be angry with fate or chance or karma. Because anger was a feeling, and Mugen couldn't control his feelings, couldn't even understand them most the time.
He was angry with her. Not for any rational or justified reason, but just because she didn't love him. Not as much, or in the way he loved her. And he hurt and he he didn't know what to do. So he was angry.