Lilly Tesla Jo McGarrett (sealbarbie) wrote in projectchaoslog, |
Lilly knew this was hard on everyone. She couldn't even imagine how her mom was truly feeling. And Aunt Tess. She had a feeling that they hid the worst of it. They were both so strong, and neither wanted to be helpless in a situation. None of them wanted to be helpless. Lilly just wanted things to get back to normal, but she didn't know if that was possible. Normal was realtive considering they'd grown up in the project.
As long as she had Dan, Lilly felt like she'd be okay. She'd been close to giving up last night, but it wasn't because she wanted to die. She just wanted it to be a 'fuck you' to Brian, if she did it herself before he could. Defiant to the end, just like her mother. But Dan had been able to talk her down, and she was so grateful. The last thing they needed to deal with right now was a suicide attempt. "Hey." She smiled at him, instantly feeling better as she laid her head against him. He was always able to comfort her, make her feel better. D was so good at that, with everyone. When his parents really got to know him, she knew they'd adore the young man he'd become.
"Alright, I guess." Lilly said, when he asked about her mom. "She didn't sleep too well." Lilly hadn't either, but that was probably the whole house. She hated that they were essentially just waiting around now. Hopefully Dylan and Aiden would be able to end Brian. They were like 500 or something and he was a baby vampire. She just wanted it to be resolved so everyone would feel safe again.