"It's... cold. Distant." She said softly. "My siblings and I have been tasked with watching over our Father's creation. We're soldiers and meant to be nothing more. Until recently nothing mattered except our orders. There was no room for thought or free will. We watched over you but never understood what it meant to be human. Those of us who questioned it, who sought to be more... to actually feel what humans felt were branded traitors and destroyed." She wondered if there was an easier way to explain any of this. "For the longest time I had no emotions. I recognized them but had no capacity to feel them myself." Even now emotions were still confusing. She felt things but didn't always understand them.
"It changed when I met the Winchesters. Deanna and Sammie made me question everything. Once I broke free of what we had considered destiny, everything else followed." Being killed and resurrected had probably helped with all of that. Once she embraced free will the rest just seemed to follow. She wasn't human but she was as close as any angel (with the exception of Gabriel and Anna) could've ever hoped to be. "It's different now. I'm still an angel, the world still feels small but I find more beauty in it than I did before." Especially in moments like this. She'd never been in love before but she knew what it was supposed to feel like.
"You're my first and only love, Adam." She admitted "What about you? What is it like being a witch?"