Angel.
No. My priority was to take care of my girls and make sure as many survived as possible. And what could I say? Was I supposed to tell you that it would have killed you if you stayed and even though it hurt like hell to lose Spike, I was so glad it wasn't you?
But damn it, it wasn't like the world was ending when he came back! I would have wanted to know. Do you know how much it hurt, thinking he was dead? Thinking I lost someone else I cared about?