I confess to writing my own music as well. I've never tried the organ though I've always wanted to. I was stuck in a convent for a while after I went blind which I suppose was best for me. I wasn't ever fit for society.
Thank you, it's taken me quite a while to get used to one of these things but they say if you don't learn the world passes you by. I understand it all too well I'm afraid. I really hate having to learn my way around again especially without anyone to guide me or tell me where to go.