Gilly
You're not a fuck up, Gilly. West is the fuck up. He left and he's a fucking idiot for doing so. If I didn't know better then I'd turn him into something nasty for what he put you through. If you want to go to Bender's then do it, if West finds out and fucks you over again then I'll turn him into a toad and keep him as a pet.
I'm trying it out.
Just do what you want to, Gilly. Even if that's getting drunk and watching Lifetime movies.