[Helena] What am I doing? I don't even know what he thinks of me. Last time I knew, we were in the middle of this ridiculous...flirting and him liking me and. And now.
How on earth can I expect him to want to talk to me if I don't know what's happened and how to gauge his responses and figure out all of this. I wish...I wish that I was the right age. Or that you all were the wrong age with me.