"If I can't.. then.." she didn't want to answer. She knew the answer, which was sick and sad but she didn't want to say it out loud. "I'll do whatever it takes to get rid of it. Even if that means killing you and wasting it all into you."
Her eyes shut, and she took another step back. "I want you to leave because I don't care. Not in the way you want me to. I just care enough... to not want to hurt you. But I will."