Their lineup is fantastic this year. But just in case, I might have a talk with the trainers... Just to be safe.
I hope you do.
I'll be the first one to admit that I don't know exactly what you're going through. But I've seen similar before. Worked through similar before. I did what I could to help Tabs after Elliot died. Took her a while to figure out what she was going to do next. Stay. Go.
From the way you replied to the ticket, everyone's trying to help but they don't really know how because there just isn't anything that can be done. But they haven't realized it.