eeveevance (eeveevance) wrote in platform_zero, @ 2016-06-23 23:16:00 |
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Entry tags: | emmeline vance, lorcan scamander |
Who: Emmeline Vance and Lorcan Scamander
What: EMOTIONS AND SHIT
Where: Emmeline's hut, maybe beyond
When: Backdated to the... 21st
Rating: ?
Emmeline had been in full on panic mode for the last several days. Sure, Lorcan was a free spirit. She would go days without seeing him sometimes as he wandered and spent time to himself, that was just the type of person he was. But after an entire week had passed, panic set in. It wasn't as though that was Lorcan's fault either, but Emmeline... well, in her life, it was just a tradition that those she got close to, those she loved, would always disappear. They would leave. They would die, that was just life. And while she didn't want to admit that Lorcan meant a lot to her, she was worried that he would fall under that same category. The moment he got close, he would leave. That was just... what happened. So she really couldn't help it when she had gone to look for him and found nothing. He could have been hurt. He could have been trying to figure out how to go home. And while she understood his want to do that, she was also selfish. She didn't want to go without him...
When he finally answered her, she tried her best to calm down, but she couldn't help the both annoyed and relieved tears that streamed down her face when she saw his writing. And thought she wanted to see him that instant, she was also... well part of her also hurt. Because it wasn't fair of her to act like this, they weren't anything other than friends, right? If he was busy doing his own thing, she wasn't going to push.
Either way she put her journal on her cot, laying down and facing the cloth wall, taking a deep breath and trying to calm her own frayed nerves.