Nicky shrugged and shook his head. He didn't know. It was everything and nothing all at the same time. And he just didn't know how to put it into words. Didn't know how to say it now to make Justin understand that he wasn't scared of him, but scared of.. this. He'd never wanted anything with anyone and now... Justin had kind of changed that in a matter of minutes. And it was life changing and scary. If he could breath and unfog his brain, he could have just told Justin that.