Nicky sighed heavily. "I don't.. I don't know. It feels.. too much." Nicky shook his head the best he could in his current situation. And then his eyes were open again, and the light in the room was filtering through his partially open curtains and he had to blink. He'd forgotten when the light looked like. It was dark in the middle of the ocean, tethered down so that he wouldn't drift away. "I don't... Is that... Can-" finally he just stopped and shook his head no. He had already let himself get carried away with Justin and now look at him. Laying down, no matter how innocent it sounded, Nicky just wasn't sure yet what he wanted to do.