When had he been any of those things? His mind went blank again, fuzzy little sparks of electricity were all that was keeping him going. Otherwise, he probably would have just shut down and let Justin do whatever he wanted.
Though, maybe he wasn't as blank as he thought he was. "I wish I were ugly. That all you were attracted to was those other things." At least then, he wouldn't have that nagging little voice, the one that kept even the little fuzzies going rather then shutting down, that voice wouldn't be telling him that Justin was only attracted to him because he was cute. Nicky noticed what sort of people Justin went after. Different, exotic, beautiful. Nicky wasn't any of those things. He was just.. cute and little.
He was trying to ignore Justin's question, yet, despite himself, he found himself biting his lip, not sure of what to say.