"It's complicated," Tristan said again, taking advantage of their position to lean in for another kiss. "It's complicated. And if he says no I've lost something wonderful. Someone who means so much to me," he whispered. "Don't think love is always like this. The feeling is incredible. It doesn't matter if he returns the feeling, the feeling I have being around him-" Tristan sighed. "I shouldn't talk like this around you. It's really rather rude. I'm sorry. Would you like anything more before you leave me?"