Justin had about to say something to Ernie but his breath hitched when Nicky mentioned Anthony's name. He fought the urge to run upstairs and check his own journal, see what people were saying. Or to run out and find a teacher and force them to tell him who. He felt a coldness creeping into his stomach. "No," he said, full of denial. "It is...not...it can not be Anthony." It was a fully-formed lump of ice, sitting there in his stomach.