"Aye, but therein lies the problem," Aurora said with a rueful smile. "I cannot let any students die. Despite my dislike for this school and despite my resentment for it, I still have a responsibility to those students. It is something I am unable to put into words, really." At times Aurora felt as though there was a big of magic than came with accepting a post at Hogwarts. A bit of magic that made a Professor feel for the students. Not individually, of course, but on the whole.
"Trapped by my duty and tortured by my feelings. Quite the enviable position, is it not?"