pl_theodore (pl_theodore) wrote in plagued_rpg, @ 2009-12-08 23:31:00 |
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Entry tags: | 1998 december, jamie chambers, theodore nott |
Who: Theodore and Jamie
Where: Hogwarts Grounds
When: Tuesday Night
What: Theodore needs help
Rating: ??
Theodore put aside his journal. He might have been shivering, but it was hard to tell. How long had he been out in the snow, in nothing but his pajamas? Maybe half an hour, but time was such a blur. It had been a really bad few days, and he couldn't cope. He hadn't seen Jamie, hadn't had that calming influence to balance him out and something in him had snapped, and it was back to the bad old days.
Instead of finding Jamie in the castle, his fractured mind had decided the best place to seek him out would be the graveyard, where they'd first kissed. Because that was Theodore rationality.
"I'm going to cut you out, you'll see," Theodore whispered vehemently through chattering teeth, arms around his knees as he rocked back and forth. "I'm going to rip you out of my head!" He screamed, words whipped away from the wind as tears ran sluggishly down his cheeks.
"I just want to be fixed. Just want to be fixed. Fixed and better. He can fix me, you'll see. I just want to be fixed." -He can't do anything for you, Teddy! "He can fix me! You'll see. You'll see you'll see you'll see....Jamie will fix me..."