Yes, of course she wanted to experience the world. She just wanted to see it all with Stephen. Every single bit of it. Her head and heart were both yelling at each other and Padma hadn't felt this confused in a long time. She had been so certain of her decision and it had felt so right, but what if her sister was right?
"No... I guess not." She couldn't look up at Parvati. Padma was too upset at the moment and wanted nothing more than to go back to her room and cry. What was she going to tell Stephen? He'd been as excited as she was about the whole thing.