Gabe's hand came up and was a reassuring and steady warm weight against the back of his neck and Andy had to swallow hard again but for an entirely different reason. He couldn't deny that something about him liked that Gabe was so much bigger than he was - Gabe made him feel safe and protected but had the power to hold him down and own him too. Maybe that was part of it, a secret desire to be owned, to finally belong to a place that he wanted to be in. Whatever it was, Andy could have stayed there, close enough to Gabe to feel his heart and Gabe's hand secure and securing on the back of his neck.
He murmured a little sound and ended on a sigh when Gabe petted him, his somewhat desperate hold from before relaxing a little so that he was just leaning in against Gabe companionably. He let Gabe soothe him down, trusted him enough that it worked, and eskimo kissed against Gabe's collarbone briefly.
"Honestly, I don't know." he said, a little watery but clear enough. "I just wanted to make sure you were okay, and where on earth you could be. I wasn't thinking much beyond that." he confessed with a brief chuckle at himself.