Megan Alexandra Jones (megsterjones) wrote in plagued_logs, @ 2015-11-18 12:52:00 |
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Entry tags: | !open, 1998 november, megan jones, rating pg |
WHO: Megan Jones & OPEN
WHAT: Doing some thinking
WHEN: Wednesday afternoon
WHERE: Out by the lake
RATING: PG
STATUS: Incomplete; WIP
Ever since the Witch Weekly article had come out that Ernie had seen Cedric's ghost at Hogwarts, Megan had been trying to deal with the fact that she hadn't seen him before now. She didn't even know what she would say to Cedric if she did see him. She'd never be able to admit to him that she had started her own personal journal of events after his death. It was something very few friends knew about and she wanted to keep it that way.
Even though she knew she shouldn't be out alone, Megan made her way down to the lake to her favorite spot. It was where she found comfort. It was the place where she'd come to cry when she'd gotten hurt by Umbridge's detention torture and then again after Amycus Carrow had used the Cruciatus curse on her. Even now, she could see both of those events in her mind's eye. She could feel the shooting pain from the Cruciatus curse and feel the pain of the words being etched into her left hand from Umbridge's quill. She hated feeling weak and useless and that's how she felt after those events. But still, she'd put on a brave face for her friends. She'd never let them know she was still afraid. Only Ernie really knew. And she wasn't sure if she could talk to anyone else about how she had been feeling lately.
She sat down under her favourite tree and pulled out her journal. She wrote quickly and furiously on the pages, pouring out her fears and anxieties. This was how she made herself calm down and feel better about everything.