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Monday, June 9th, 2025

dani_meows

1:35a I'm finally caught up on comments! Let's see: Jasper has surgery on Thursday to hopefully remove the rest of the melanoma which hopefully isn't spreading elsewhere. The lab gave it a 20 percent chance of moving elsewhere. But then again the biopsy was an abundance of caution from the optometrist vet and only had a 15 percent or so chance of being cancerous. Poor Jasper and I. He's been in good spirits. His weight is back up but we'd like it if he'd gain a pound. He's a thin mint. He's been curling up and cuddling more since we had to evacuate in October because of hurricane Milton and that trend has continued. No hard feelings from the first surgery and that will hopefully continue with this second one. I'm preparing for his surgery by trying to change my sleeping schedule so someone is with Jasper at all times. Ian doesn't have off work this time so it'll be a little trickier but thankfully he works from home. Thinking about making a play pen type thing for him because he's unsteady and frail without meds but becomes extra unsteady on meds. I got my birthday presents in the mail, and have happily enjoyed the manga for nichijou, and looking forward to reading the two history books. Spent some time playing dreamlight valley. Love the Cheshire cat! I really need some new media my muse is pretty much dead. Saw the gif of Billie Piper becoming the Doctor it's shame Doctor Who sucks and makes no sense otherwise I would be incoherent with delight. Love me some Billie Piper and in the hands of someone wanting to tell a good story you could do interesting things with that. I think I'd pick a point and have the Timeless Child be a trap by the Master because that whole thing started the convoluted nonsense that is currently canon. Plus the Master being endlessly tortured as a child in order to have regenerations stolen from him would have made more sense. Given some depth to his crazy. A reason for him to destroy everything. But supposedly it's cancelled. Afraid to look at my friends page. Tumblr has been full of people lately that are cool with parroting terrorists phrases being cool with people being killed for being Jewish. I have blocked so soooo many people. Crossposted on IJ/LJ/DW. current mood: blank

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Friday, June 6th, 2025

dani_meows

3:36p Jazzy update So we went to the vet on Wednesday to discuss Jasper's whole health with our primary vet. We trust him a lot because he's been our vet for 13 plus years now. Our vet said that with Jasper's kidney disease (early stage 1) he wouldn't recommend going to an oncologist for treatments as both radiation and chemo may put to much strain on our boys kidneys. He sent an email to our optometrist who did Jasper's surgery about the risks of going in again to try and remove the additional melanoma cells. And got back to us that day recommending the surgery to hopefully be able to remove the additional melanoma. Apparently diffuse iris melanoma doesn't grow back often and it's risk of moving elsewhere is also low. So next Thursday, Jasper goes back in for surgery. Hopefully they can save him. I want to have hope. I'm never ready to say goodbye to my cats. And I want Jasper to live as long as he can. To beat kidney disease and Cancer for as long as possible. At the vet's office I also got to meet a five week old kitten, that our vet rescued! Omg she was the tiniest little thing. Jasper than bit me in jealousy! I have my hands full with Jasper, Boo, Bitsy and Nori though! Crossposted on IJ/LJ/DW. current mood: hopeful

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Tuesday, June 3rd, 2025

dani_meows

7:10p Made an appointment to discuss Jasper's future with our vet. So tomorrow I'll know if he gets treatment or if the cancer is such that it'll be time to give my old man cat hospice cat. Ob July 7th it'll be a year since my five year old cat passed away too. I'm hoping that it's treatable but the fact that the eye removal didn't contain all of the mass that did turn out cancerous. I'm not expecting good news. Crossposted on IJ/LJ/DW. current mood: melancholy

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Monday, June 2nd, 2025

dani_meows

1:58p Jasper's biopsy results came in He has melanoma. The sample in the lab showed they didn't get it all. Don't know what we can afford. Still hurting after Miso's surgery not even a year ago that cost 7k. Jasper also has kidney disease so... Waiting to see what our primary vet says. But I'm not certain how much fight we can do. Crossposted on IJ/LJ/DW. current mood: depressed

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Tuesday, May 27th, 2025

melfinatheblue

9:19a A short nosleep story: THE KNOCKING Haven't written anything in years, years, but yesterday I was inspired. I blame finding a job stress and reading too much nosleep over on reddit. Anyway, it's a nosleep story. If you're not familiar, the concept is that it's all real. The story is actually partially based in reality (I did have a neighbor waking me up every night with knocking). I needed somewhere to put it while I contemplate putting it up on nosleep and also so I could link from facebook, so here. Enjoy. No warnings or ratings other than creepy and would likely bore small children. THE KNOCKING ( Read more... ) current mood: cold

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