αℓєχ υ∂ιησν ஜ knows how to live with the pain (russiandoll) wrote in payline, @ 2014-02-08 16:50:00 |
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Entry tags: | !complete, !open, alexandra udinov (canon), sam winchester (au) |
characters: alex & open
setting: lobby, mid-afternoon
summary: alex is watching the network and brooding a bit.
rating/warnings: tbd, will update as needed
status: complete
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Alex didn't know exactly what was going on, but she was staying out of it. Of course, she'd help if she was really needed. She couldn't refuse then. But the SHIELD people and others involved seemed to be handling it well. And she needed a break. She was doing alright now, at least where the whole demon incident was concerned. But she wasn't completely herself. That kind of thing took its toll. It would be a long time before she could put it behind her, and before Sam could. They were working on it together, so that was something at least. She was monitoring the network, as she often did. She didn't know how bad it was out there, but she did know that some of the best people in the place were on it. They'd keep everyone safe. That was what they did. Too many people being involved might have led to tragedy or something. She hoped no one would lose their lives out there. It seemed like there was always some imminent danger here now. They couldn't escape it. Michael and Nikita were gone, and so Alex was dealing with that too now. She missed her friends. She had been pretty awful to them for a bit, after she'd returned. It hadn't been right, and she knew that. She just didn't want them to see her in the kind of shape she'd been in. So pushing them away had seemed like a good idea, at the time. Now she was full of regret, for that and so many other things in her life. She was glancing down at her phone, as she sat there on one of the couches. She didn't know exactly what she was looking for, but she thought it was a good idea to monitor the network, anyway. One never knew when someone would show up or something else would happen. |