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Morgan Freeman ([info]sweetwaterkill) wrote in [info]paxletalelogs,
@ 2010-10-18 09:56:00

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Entry tags:jormungandr, mania

Who: Dorcas & Adam
What: Dorcas makes a delivery to a bookshop owner and runs into Adam.
Where: A bookshop
When: Sunday October 17th, Afternoonish
Warnings: tbd?



Although Dorcas was not meant to be working on the weekends, her boss had asked her to make a delivery if she was headed a certain direction. She was so she did. She had picked up the book that morning and had painstakingly made sure that it was wrapped in soft leather and placed carefully in a reinforced satchel. There would be no damage to this book at her expense, thank you. Especially since this book delivery was getting her a small bonus if successful. Of course, who was going to rob a pink haired girl with a satchel that could brain a man? (Okay, exaggeration. Whatever.)

So that was why she was standing at the counter of a particular bookshop, looking extremely awkward and clutching the bag. She was also kind of arguing with the clerk who was behind the counter. He wanted her to give him the book to give to the boss. She refused considering this was a very rare and expensive book. It should be delivered directly. He was pressing his advantage since she was stammering and kind of shrinking into herself. Damn the dominant types.

"Look, just give it to me and I'll get it to my boss," the clerk said. There was no please and his tone was overly firm like he was talking to a small child who was pissing him off but he just didn't want to smack it.

Dorcas looked like she was about to cry with frustration, "N-no, I n-need to deliver it d-directly!" She was trying so hard. It was cute.



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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-18 03:43 pm UTC (link)
Ordinarily Adam would have found no cause to intercede in such an argument, one-sided though it was. He recognized neither the clerk nor the girl, and though the former was being undeniably rude the disagreement hardly seemed it would come to blows. But the longer their uncomfortable back-and-forth continued the more it seemed the girl was being pushed to truly needless levels of anxiety over her sizable burden, and at last Adam's conscience - and no small degree of curiosity - got the better of him. Still loosely cradling the last book he had perused, he sidled up to the counter, a disarmingly pleasant half-smile quirking at his lips.

"No offense, but it can't be that hard to call back to the office and get your boss." Adam arched a brow, his black gaze flicking to the telephone that peeked out from a mound of applications and outdated sale fliers. "Or just walk back there. It'd get her out of your hair quicker, right? Then you can get back to reading Pride and Prejudice and Zombies or whatever you've got back there."

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[info]sweetwaterkill
2010-10-19 03:17 am UTC (link)
Dorcas backed up enough to bump up against the counter, back to the clerk and staring at the man who had come to her rescue. She clutched the bag a bit tighter. God only knew if he was one of those book snipers. There were tales of rare volumes being stolen from couriers who were left bloody in the street. People could be psychotic about rare books.

The clerk glared at the guy but he knew a self-assured person when he heard one and disappeared from the counter with a growl of annoyance. That guy was so going to get fired once Dorcas's employer heard about this. She licked her lips lightly and started softly, "Pride and Prejudice and Zombies is as boring as the original." Blushing a little, she stared at her toes, "Th-thank you. For the help."

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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-19 03:20 pm UTC (link)
"No problem," he said. "And I imagine that book was pretty terrible. I'm more Brontë than Austen anyway, and if they ever make Heathcliff or Catherine zombies I'll set something on fire." His smile had deepened to its more typical amused smirk; he canted his head to one side, peering down at her hidden eyes. "I'm Adam." After a moment's consideration he leaned up against the counter, quite content to wait until the clerk returned. The girl had dealt with the issue well enough with backup, and so backup she would have. "So what's in the bag?"

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[info]sweetwaterkill
2010-10-19 07:00 pm UTC (link)
"It was an a-amusing idea but it got overdone real fast. R-right about the time the r-random soldier gets f-flogged for shagging a h-headless corpse." She wasn't about to start saying anything about Bronte. Those sorts of books had never really interested her. "Dorcas," she replied softly, feeling like she should have been named Eve or something else ironic. Maybe she was more of a Lilith. She twisted her fingers in the straps of the satchel, not sure if she should tell him. Actually she knew she shouldn't tell him but he had been so kind and he didn't have to be. Sigh. "It's a first edition of Victor Hugo's Notre-Dame de Paris."

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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-19 08:09 pm UTC (link)
He made no comment on her name, dated though it might have been, and though the stutter was hard to miss he passed over it as if she had spoken with perfect clarity. Tyler and his ilk had long ago taught him just how annoying nitpicking obvious targets could be, and he had no intention of repeating their mistakes. The book was by far a more interesting topic at any rate, and it was to this he turned his attention now, dark eyes widening faintly as he peered toward the bag. "I'd ask to see it, but I'm pretty sure I know what your answer's going to be," he said, a teasing lilt bleeding into his tone. "Can't blame you, though. Do you run these errands often?" Black-lacquered nails tapped idly at the counter. "Seems like it'd be a slow business, dealing in books that expensive."

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[info]sweetwaterkill
2010-10-20 02:20 am UTC (link)
Ridiculously dated. She was so used to people commenting on it that it came as a surprise that Adam did not. However, she said nothing. She wasn't about to ask for teasing... What sane person did that? Laughing softly, she answered anyway, "Yeah, no. No seeing the book." Dorcas tucked her hair behind her ears, glancing in the direction that the clerk had run off in. What was taking so long? "Well most of our books are in the one hundred to fifty dollar range so it's a special thing when we get a 13 thousand dollar book or a 100 thousand dollar one. And I don't really do the drop offs, no. But I'm getting a bonus because my boss is off to Moscow today."

The clerk was coming back with no sign of anyone behind him - at least for a second. And in that second, Dorcas had sucked her bottom lip into her mouth and was worrying her lip ring between her teeth. But a moment after that, his boss appeared, heading straight for the counter. "Miss Carrigan, I'm so sorry," he said to her.

"That's alright," she said softly but was interrupted by a, "No, it isn't. And it won't happen again." Dorcas smiled briefly and started unbuckling the satchel. They had already received payment so all she had to do was deliver it. When she set the book on the counter, it felt like the man practically attacked it but all he did was gently unwrap the soft leather. "There it is... One more step in your collection." When Dorcas talked business, there was an ease to her speech that wasn't normally there.

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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-20 01:07 pm UTC (link)
Adam peered across the counter, trying his damndest to get even the smallest view of this outrageously priced collector's item, so precious he was even denied overt perusal of it. His efforts were to no avail, and soon enough he gave up altogether, turning instead to the conversation at hand. It was remarkable how the girl's stammering self consciousness faded when she felt in her element, as thoroughly as if a switch had been flicked somewhere in her mind. Adam's lips pursed at the thought, his dark brow shaping a soft and quizzical arch.

He held his silence as their transaction went on. When at last their business appeared to be concluded he pushed off from the counter, ready to make himself scarce or continue the conversation depending on the girl's apparent preference. "I'd like to see what else is on a shopping list that includes a first edition Hugo," he said. "Interesting line of work you're in."

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[info]sweetwaterkill
2010-10-20 01:20 pm UTC (link)
She was all too aware of Adam's presence pressing in and trying for a peek. Dorcas smiled to herself, amused at how badly he wanted to see this particular volume. Honestly, it shouldn't have even been unwrapped in the public area. It should've been taken to a safe environment first with the rest of the collection. Still, she could understand the excitement. A short exchange of goodbyes followed as the bookshop owner wrapped the book up and whacked the clerk on the back of the head (mostly for show). Dorcas lifted a hand to her mouth, finger curling over her lips as she stifled a giggle.

Her attention went back to Adam when he spoke up again. "Mostly other Hugo books," she told him with a little shrug. It wasn't like they had some confidentiality agreement. "I just handle the phones and account books. It's my boss that has the interesting part. He's kind of like a book sniper and travels all over the world wheeling and dealing and thieving." What? She wasn't going to lie for the guy. "Um... Thank you a-again. For your help. I d-don't know how I can repay you."

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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-20 02:48 pm UTC (link)
The lift to his brow grew significantly, but Dorcas passed over that most interesting, potentially fabricated tidbit as if it meant nothing at all. For the moment Adam chose not to belabor the point; if, later, an opportunity presented itself for them to delve back into such curious topics, he would be sure to take it.

He shrugged airily. "No need," he said. "I didn't do anything but come up and stand next to you. Some people just need a little extra push, is all."

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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-24 03:00 pm UTC (link)
Adam gave a soft laugh, nodding at least some small measure of agreement. "Well that's something," he answered earnestly. His small, bright grin briefly showed itself. "Not a career change I'll ever consider, but if it keeps you in decent money and out of subpoenas when he inevitably gets sued, I guess you're doing all right."

The line moved at a surprisingly reasonable pace. After they'd placed their orders, Adam turned his attention to searching out a table, should they decide to linger. He found one near the plate glass window, indirectly sunlit and pleasantly warm, and turned to her as much for approval as to continue their paused conversation. "So how does someone get into a job like yours?" he asked. "It doesn't seem like the kind of thing that'd be posted to a job board, exactly."

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[info]sweetwaterkill
2010-10-25 04:06 am UTC (link)
Dorcas grinned a little but then thought for a moment, "Man, I would never survive in jail... Someone would try to make me their bitch and then just shank me when I started crying excessively." Alright, so she had an active imagination. So what? She had seen enough movies and documentaries...

She had ordered this big chocolatey foamy thing. Honestly, she didn't know what it was but she figured the whipped cream would cancel out the coffee. Dorcas blinked and glanced at the table Adam had sort of been looking at. Silently, she nodded at him like they were doing something ridiculously covert and awesome. "Um, I met my boss trying to sell some stuff of my parents'. He had me wait in his office for something and I kind of got bored. And nosy. And started reorganizing. First he kicked me out. Then about a week later, he hired me. I never thought to ask why."

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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-26 06:18 pm UTC (link)
The thought of her in prison was a morbidly amusing one, though he hardly knew the girl well enough to say so. But he caught the look she threw him as they slid into their seats; it was difficult to resist an answering smile. He blew a cooling breath over his espresso, pale fingers curving close around the hot mug. "That's the first time I've heard of that kind of nosiness paying off," he said, laughing. "It sounds like something one of my sisters would do. Good to know sometimes it works out." His dark brow furrowed, a question belatedly coming to him. "So what did you go to school for, then? I can't imagine what kind of degree lends itself to book piracy."

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[info]sweetwaterkill
2010-10-27 12:49 am UTC (link)
Dorcas settled in her chosen seat, feeling kind of weird as she realized she had instinctively chosen the side where she could see the door. Setting her cup down and looking at the coffee that might as well be ice cream, she shook her head a little. Weird brain of her's... "I rarely get lucky like that. So either he likes my work or he wants to make sure I'm not revealing some kind of secret that I accidentally stumbled upon. Which I don't remember anything like that." Sounded melodramatic and paranoid, didn't it? Dorcas looked a little alarmed at his question then smiled a little, "I haven't gone to school for anything. Unless you count high school."

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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-27 12:52 pm UTC (link)
Adam shrugged. "Sure, I think that counts as much as anything." He thought a moment, sipping lightly at his espresso. He appreciated the sharp bitterness of it, at least, and the scalding warmth of it, even if the caffeine did nothing for him; an odd choice of beverage for a man with such quirks as his, but one he liked all the same. Black nails clicked at the little saucer beneath his cup, tapping out a meaningless rhythm. "Blah blah economy blah blah," he added, giving a derisive chuckle. "I guess college didn't appeal to some of us, and now if you have a skill of any kind, or you get your foot in the door like you did, you're almost better off." He raised his glass in a sort of toast, quirking an off-kilter smile. "Well done, you."

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[info]sweetwaterkill
2010-10-27 01:08 pm UTC (link)
He may have thought it counted but she didn't. High school had been a horrible time for her. It had been one of those times where a person just wanted to throw themselves off a building but didn't even have the guts to go up to the roof for the view. She wanted his painted nails for a moment, smiling. "I'm just... too shy for college. I'd like to go to study paranormal psychology but that's never actually a class anyway. And most people kind of hate me anyway," she noted with a shrug. She didn't know why. Okay, she did but it wasn't her fault she had that Victim air about her.

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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-27 01:34 pm UTC (link)
He wrinkled his nose, his dark brow furrowing. High school had been no picnic for him, and though he could well understand bearing the brunt of groundless, unearned animosity, 'hate' seemed a remarkably strong word for it. But realizing this left him more curious than that judgmental; he could hardly apply his own anecdotal evidence to everyone he met, and for all he knew, her experience really had been so bad. "Hate you?" He shook his head, his lips thinning to a vaguely downturned line. "That seems harsh. I guess you could be secret evil, or slow-burning evil, but right now I can think of at least a couple people easier to hate than you. And I'm a pretty forgiving guy, even of them."

He sat back in his chair, wriggling slightly as he found a more comfortable position. "I don't know about paranormal psych, but maybe you could start with abnormal psych and work your way more niche. If you ever felt like going back to school, I mean."

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[info]sweetwaterkill
2010-10-27 01:49 pm UTC (link)
Hate really wasn't too strong but she wasn't about to tell him about it unless asked. She tucked her hair back behind her ears again. It kept falling in her face and being annoying and once again she was thinking about just doing a Britney and shaving her head. It wouldn't be an attractive look on her though. She was certain her head was lumpy. "Yeah it's... different here. I don't know why. Hurray for California," her words were very quiet and more spoken into her cup than to him.

Dorcas shrugged her shoulders, glancing out a window as a woman passed by. "Maybe. But I think I'll stay away from schools for now. I'm doing fine," it sort of sounded like she was trying to convince herself of that with those last words. "What about you though? Do you just spend all your time in bookstores rescuing girls?"

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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-31 12:08 am UTC (link)
At first he balked, wondering how to even broach the subject of what had happened. But he saw no reason to dissemble: She lived in Pax and clearly knew what had gone on there, and so had no cause for disbelief. His experience was no stranger than every floor turning into a world history exhibition, at least. "I'd be curious to see the pictures when you get them," he said, his voice hushed and soft. "The eleventh floor was really..." He drew a deep breath, shaking his head. "Everyone complained about the smell, but honestly I didn't notice anything unusual. My friend and I spent almost the whole day up there, just kind of hanging out. It just felt... right." A secret little smile crossed his lips; he lifted the empty espresso cup, tipping it toward Dorcas. "Caffeine doesn't do anything for me," he explained. "Alcohol or drugs either. But whatever was in that keg got to me, and quick. I still don't know why."

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[info]sweetwaterkill
2010-10-31 01:41 am UTC (link)
Definitely no cause for disbelief. No cause for a lot of things. She nodded a little at Adam. Of course he could see the pictures. He was involved. She just hoped they turned out well. Her camera wasn't exactly cheap. She remembered the eleventh floor. How could she forget? She hadn't lingered long. "Oh... so you just... got drunk," she said in a very small voice then stared down at the table. She was silent for a long second but then her shoulders started shaking and a sharp intake of breath made it very obvious that she was crying. How many times had she cried since that adventure? She'd lost count.

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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-31 04:23 am UTC (link)
"Just drunk," he said, nodding. The round of truth or dare that had turned into something decidedly more - something Adam had yet to resolve, or even bring up, a subject he knew could not sit idle forever - had no bearing here. It did, however, set him to idly tonguing his labret, considering what else did need to be shared. "Doesn't sound like much, but after twenty-nine years of sobriety, it was a bit of a shock." His brow furrowed as he thought on her choice of phrasing. Suddenly he found himself wondering what floor had drawn her into its strange depths, and what had happened to cause her such distress.

Caught up in such thoughts, Adam realized too late she was crying. His lips parted, wordless, embarrassed of his own obliviousness. "I'm sorry," he said, belated. He reached out, his fingertips skimming her hand. "Are you alright? What happened?"

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[info]sweetwaterkill
2010-10-31 04:34 am UTC (link)
Dorcas didn't need to know details really. As long as he didn't get possessed by anything. Apparently that was just her and Charlie which didn't comfort her any. Why did it have to be them? Why did they have to... have to what? But she didn't hear much of anything else, more focused on not sobbing and drawing attention to them. Quiet tears were much better. She had learned that as a child. If no one heard you cry, no one would make fun of you.

She tensed when she felt his fingertips but she didn't pull away, "Th-the second floor. Greek. Charlie and I... I don't know what happened but it. It was like... Like some horrible octopus settled in my brain and stabbed razor sharp tendrils into my brain and started puppetting me around. I don't know who I was but I wasn't me." She let her head fall down against her arms, "I knew I was fucked up but this is ridiculous."

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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-31 05:24 am UTC (link)
Adam shook his head, stunned to silence. An intoxicated makeout session was nothing to what she had dealt with, and now he chided himself for having shared what little he had. It seemed selfish, now, more because he had not so much as considered that others may have had experiences far less pleasant than his own. He exhaled on a tiny sigh, his teeth worrying for a moment at his lower lip. "If something happened to both of you, you can't really say you're the one who's totally fucked. Even if you're actually dissociative, it wouldn't explain both of you experiencing... whatever it was." His hand shifted on the table, pulling slightly away from her as his fingers toyed with one thick silver ring. "Obviously something happened," he said, his tone such that it seemed he was more thinking aloud than picking up the conversation. Still, he looked back to her, his brow furrowed in thought. "You two may have not been the only ones affected like that. Maybe you're just the only ones talking about it. I mean, it does sound crazy." He shrugged. "Most people are probably keeping it to themselves." Like they did with the mirrors, he wanted to add. "How've you felt since?"

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[info]sweetwaterkill
2010-10-31 02:24 pm UTC (link)
She snorted a little into the table, tilting her head up to peer at Adam, "Charlie's not exactly the sanest person either I'd wager." But she would never say that to Charlie's face. The woman would probably punch her in the mouth just to see if Dorcas would choke on her own teeth. Such a high opinion of her cousin the woman huh? She pressed her lips together, listening to him think aloud comforted by the fact that she didn't have to speak. At least until Adam asked her a question. "I've cried like a million times. And like I know things that no person could possibly know except I can't for the life of me figure out what that means. And... afraid. Very, very afraid." Dorcas did not add that she felt like some one was watching her all the time too because that was her general personal paranoia. Usually someone was watching her because of her hair or attire.

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[info]jormungandr
2010-10-31 04:53 pm UTC (link)
Adam suddenly felt the niggling desire to speak with Charlie about what had happened, though he was far more interested in her perspective of what had happened than in passing any judgment on her sanity or lack thereof. He kicked himself for not meeting more of his housemates, so such questioning would be less obtrusive; but in a moment he recalled what little he had seen of Charlie via the building's forums, and his delay in getting to know her suddenly had good reason. Still, he thought, she could hardly be worse than Tyler in one of his moods. He made a mental note to talk to her, should an opportunity present itself.

"Have you talked to anyone?" he asked. "Everybody out here has a therapist, I think. It might help. Even if you do have to be a little vague about what set off these feelings." He cleared his throat, a bit uncomfortable with his own suggestion. Not everyone - himself included, often enough - chose to confront these problems head-on. He found it difficult to envision her confiding in a therapist, especially one with no prior experience with Pax Letale's strange happenings. Brushing quickly past his ill thought out sentiments, he opted for a slight change in topic, hoping to satisfy yet another point of curiosity.

"So, uh. What kinds of 'things' do you know?"

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[info]sweetwaterkill
2010-10-31 05:44 pm UTC (link)
He could talk to Charlie all he wanted but Dorcas was pointedly avoiding her and so would not be able to make introductions. She shook her head at his first question, "No... I can't. It's one thing to talk to someone who lives in the building. Who knows. But... I can't. There's too much." Too much that came without the building, before her life at Pax. Hell, no one even knew that her family had took off on her - not even her boss. Who would believe that a family ditched their only daughter? Maybe that contributed to it. Maybe her mind was really finally snapping and Charlie had her own reasons for snapping.

Tearful and fearful eyes gazed up at Adam and she licked her lips a little. "It's like... Feeling like I know things like, um, what maggots feel like under your skin. Fish living in your skull. The things that came before the light and darkness. And the language of flowers and screaming." Yeah, that didn't sound insane at all.

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