"Then what the hell was in that mirror? Why... did I see that wolf? Why..." He broke off, sitting up suddenly, head held in his hands, his shoulders shaking. "Why did I... turn into one in my dream. That's... that's never happened before." Simon screwed his fingers into his forehead, fingernails digging in, half crescents left in their wake. "I feel like... I'm losing it. It's not just about Olivia. It's not just... the wolf. It's everything. I don't even feel like me anymore!"