Just because I'm about to approach this in the utmost brute-force manner, completely detached and without some fluffy make-believe sugarcoating to make it seem more as if I'm deeply wounded... which I am, I just deal with that in my own way, alone, until it's ready for Broadway... doesn't mean I'm insensitive or that it isn't affecting me all twenty-four-seven-all-up-in my fuckin' face. But you know that. You know me.
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Remember how I told you they -- did I tell you? -- they were looking into my dad's death?