I need to get good and drunk. Not because of recent events so much because while they're really messed up, they aren't the strangest thing to comprehend. Though it has been a few rough days and I'm afraid I can't even cry anymore because I don't have any tears left. I want to drink, but at the same time I don't want to lose control and turn into a monster or anything.. or be a victim of cruel intentions.
Some little kid handed me a comic book today.. And I looked online and I found art and stories. Some of them were... oh they were horrible.