Faith.
Yeah. It's gotta be. I mean, Dean's been begging me to stop for weeks now. He thinks it's going to kill me. Turns out, they only drove me to kill someone else. Not played out that way, of course, but it was what they were doing to me that mattered, you know? It was all on the inside. I had to stop. I'm just...having a little trouble with it. It's a lot harder than I thought it would be.