[Elaine]
Sounds like even as God, you still have the dilemma we're all faced with, learning who we really are when big changes happen to us. But I know you will, I have faith in you.
If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. You listened to me, after all, and I'm all too happy to return the gesture. I can't promise I'll always fully understand everything you have to say, but I think I'm pretty good at accepting even big things.