Voice;
No, you kept it at bay because you wanted to. For her. Now I don't know anything about how much you two cared about each other or anything like that, but I do know a thing or two about calming the beast inside. For her. I went against everything that I knew; everything that I wanted and did the impossible. And you know what? It didn't matter if she was around to see it or not. I traveled the world looking for answers. I fought unimaginable things just to get where I am today and I did it all so that I could prove to myself that I was a better man.
Maybe you don't care about making yourself someone worth loving. But if there's any sense of decency inside you, then you'll turn back and start offing the things that are responsible for her death. Do it in her name. Don't make her death another tragedy.
And don't take my words lightly either. I don't go about spilling my thoughts and feelings to everyone.