Ooooh. So we're playing the blame game, are we? I think it's a bit funny, what with you supposedly being this great and wise vampire. Yet you go about acting like a freshly sired idiot who hasn't got a blood clue on how the world turns. I've lost people. I've been through hell and back. Quite literally, mind you. I'm still standing. And no one is dying because of me. Least not anyone who isn't going about and murdering innocent people (by the way, that's you).