Faith
You're one person and the world is a big place. And while being the truth, I know it's not much comfort. Never is for me no matter how many times someone tells me.
Working to save the world versus sitting in jail watching it all go to Hell? I'd rather see you broken out too. Unfortunately, the whole disbelief in paranormal and the not quite understanding of the greater good. Hell, I don't fully get the guilt free concept of the greater good either.