Meth to English Translation;
Even with all the dangers, István was better place than this city. Nobody understand my language here except for Nyssa.
I met Esther there, I can't stop being grateful for that alone. I think I fell in love with her, a little. I wish I could be a Terran just like her, so I could enjoy the sunlight and the Church would stop chasing us because I'm different from them.
...Terrans don't fall into the Thirst I'm beginning to experience.
If I can't return soon, that would be another person I failed to protect. But I won't give up yet! I made a oath to all of them.