Luke Skywalker (firstofthenew) wrote in paragraffiti, @ 2008-06-16 01:05:00 |
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I never wanted to be a Jedi. I became one because that's what was expected of me, and because the galaxy needs Jedi, and I would never, never put that burden on anyone else. People will learn if it's something they really want, not because they feel obligated.
I wanted to be a pilot. I was even happy to be a mechanic. I hate feeling trapped.
I sleep with something between my teeth, because if I don't, I wake up screaming.
I'm a lot less 'okay' than I act.
I hate that I wasn't strong enough to save Father.
I'm not a very good hero. I hide from the public.
Kam talked me through the nightmares after I met him. I stopped letting him after a while, because I was scared that he could.
Sometimes, I feel very, very alone, and then I feel selfish for feeling that way.
I don't understand why Exar Kun keeps hurting me. I'm not an interesting person.
I like living here. These people mean so much to me.
I don't want to take Mantis' position. But I will, because it's what I have to do.
.. Hah.