Peter.
Act like a child because I'm trying to protect the people that I love?
Being a vampire doesn't exactly come with a fucking manual, you know. I'm not Angel, I haven't had a 100 years to brood and ponder how to be this and still exist.
I can't live like this, and my friends shouldn't see me like this. I should just walk outside right now. I've died before, it's not that bad.