Sam
I can't imagine it, and I knew, I knew it'd hurt but I thought Lucifer would take that pain away from you. Its crazy. I know. But its what I believed. I thought you'd have everything you want. I actually thought you'd be grateful, how crazy is that.
The betrayal...I know. I really do, and I don't expect you to forgive me, even accept me really. You'd have to be some kinda saint. I just... I don't even know what I want from you Sam but this. I can't keep doing this. Its making me crazy