Sam
You stopped being just the weapon. You became a friend. I don't even remember how it happened but it did. I think you cared back. I had you, and Ben and hell, even your family were starting to thaw to me. I had Cas, I had friends and I had a life and I blew it cause I still had to do what the Boss said. Cause it was the plan and you gave me a chance
I thought you'd be better off. I was so wrong.
Sam if I could go back and stop myself, I'd do it. But since I can't all I can do is try to make up for it.