I told Sam any way he wanted to find out I'd be fine with. Anything. I get that nothing I say can be trusted so vertify it.
I never said it was, but its still true. Cas took me back and thats...more than I deserve, more than I could hope. And I love him for it. But I miss...
[Faith]
I saw Azazel. And tonight Lilith.
And all they did was call me a pathetic mess for everything I'd lost, told me he'd never care again, told me Cas would eventually tire of the obsession and leave me and its all true.
Least you can stick a finger up to your past and look at what you have now. I can't do that because my past is probably right