Faith
Yeah well I can't lock myself away. Or I won't. Maybe that makes me more selfish than you, probably does. But hiding away from the world isn't for me.
I'm happy to let you see what I say to him, thats fine. I'm not intending on asking him to meet me again, anything like that. Its on his terms because it has to be. I know it probably hurts a hell of a lot but not talking, not somehow...trying to start to make amends would drive me mad.