But then I found another religion, I found faith in Lucifer because of Azazel and I believed, because...I think maybe I always had to believe in something and there was nothing to believe in with God. I thought all that they preached was misunderstanding, Lucifer loved God, loved him so completely that when God said bow down to humanity he refused. That was the great crime.
And whatever he became after, and while I know that what I wanted, unleashing him, was wrong. I don't see the crime in his original transgression. Cas knows that and we're...dealing, he's helping me see but...
I was human.
Sam, I had to try, I had to explain to you. But its harder to put into words than I thought