Faith
Thats what angels are supposed to think. From the stories I mean.
Uriel...well you know how Lucifer got kicked out of heaven right?
I'm no hero Faith. I wanted to be there. It got to me on so many levels that he was in danger and I wasn't there. But it wasn't my fight, not to mention John was there and had so much more right to be than me.
The Patrols were something that needed to be done so I did it. No grand gesture, no amazing good guy action. Just...it needed doing and no one had taken on your route