I used to like winter time. now I'm just dreading it. November that is But now I sorta wish it were summer again. Along with the other year post I've got one to add to it. It's almost been exactly a year since I've had any kind of liquor. Kind of deserves a mile stone marker I thought. after Kira d was ki hell, I still can't even type it forget it I think I've got it under control now. I don't need it, but I'm sure I can handle it if there were a bar-adventure on the rise. I'm not so worried anymore about losing it. I still have to be careful- Shut up, Sam. I am capable of it on occasion sometimes okay rarely, but that's not the point
[private to Ruby] I've been thinking about chance lately.