Ruby
I think he wants nothing more than to reach across dimensions and find Angelus and kill him. And he's having a hard time accepting that he can't.
Or we could get really cliched and start with the hair pulling. Honestly, I don't think it will help. Some of it is still pretty raw and no slaps will change that. Only time and Sam getting better.
Every day. You have no idea how tempting it is to just say screw it and tell B she can lead, I'm off to just hit crap. I try to make everyone happy and it drives me crazy. I try to never let any of my team get hurt, even though that's impossible. I try to live up to what they see in me and sometimes I do wanna turn around and scream at them that I'm a damn high school drop out who has no idea what I'm doing. But I bite my tongue and I get on with it as best as I can. Sometimes I screw up, and I know that.