Faith
Of course he couldn't. I think...maybe I'm wrong here, but I think he knew something was wrong on some level. Knew the things he was doing, the way he was acting was wrong. But couldn't pull back, and you were the one closest so got pushed the furthest. You and Dean. Does that make sense?, Or how much do you want to punch me right now for acting like I know about any of this.
Should I just stay out of it?
Did you take it because it was a punishment or because you thought thats what you should have happen. Because it was prison and you'd committed a crime and thats what happened.
Not sure I know how to fight.
So, what do you do? When they rationilize it, when they tell you it was different for you. When they tell you what you did isn't as bad as me or any of the others that have done something awful. And how do you feel when they trust you?