It has little to do with how much faith I have and more to do with the fact that we can't stop every bad thing from happening no matter what we do or how hard we try. In my eyes, that's not good enough; not because I want to be some big hero who is constantly saving the day, but because if we can't stop everything, that means that the people we love are still going to potentially end up dead and I...
I was alone. Before I got here, it was just me. Dean was dead, I was on the verge of dealing my life out. I don't wanna be that guy again.