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It's not always easy. You and Nathan, you two just mesh. You worked at it, but you mesh. Me and Nathan... sometimes I have to fake it or focus on superficial stuff or just try so hard because I just... I don't click with him like you managed and I've had twice as long here to make it work. So you have a connection I can't manage, for starters.
You can stop it if it's you doing it. You just have to want to do it. There are people out there you can make a connection to, you just haven't found it yet or haven't realized it's there. It's like Spike. You like him, you can show up at his club when he'd be chasing other people away, and now... what, the future child is making you push that back? People can have kids with a person they don't marry or even shack up with.