Claire
.... I feel like I'm being interrogated by the Punctuation PoliceQ
No, I still say he's been my best friend for over a year now. It's just because I know the blood addiction started around the same time as our relationship changed. The very, very first time was actually before we got together and sometimes it makes me wonder if it had something to do with it. Sam's told me about a thousand times that it didn't, but it still plays on my mind. The first few months has so many lies that even though at the time I was happy, now it doesn't feel quite real.
Maybe it was because you both knew it. This is just my personal opinion, but I think too many couples get married because they think it's the right thing to do or that they aren't a proper couple without it. But you and Dean were the forever types before the engagement so more people should be like that, marrying because they want to not because they think they need to.