[ Faith ]
Same here. She wasn't the first to try to end it and she won't be the last and "almost ending" is probably lower on the pole of bad than "laying waste to hundreds or millions" and people have come back from doing that. It's all the person-to-person pain and betrayal that even now makes me want to scream at her.
I feel wrong and dirty... and totally frustrated by it.
Exactly. You had your reasons and she has hers, but the two can't be compared beyond "did a bad thing, am making up for it" because it's NOT the same.