You're unhappy, you're tense. It feels like you're withdrawing, like we're going back to where we were at the beginning because every time I try to get close to you--aside from joking or sex or small talk--anyway, when it really counts, you've been pushing me away. That's how it feels.
You're in your head. And to a degree, you always have been, but this time, it doesn't feel like I'm in there too.