Buffy.
It sucks. It really does on both sides. They've got all these bad memories of you and you've got all these unimpressed people here to take you in. Not a pretty place to be for either party. Which is why it's probably a good idea for you to stay silent on it until they start making stupid moves like holding you accountable for what the others have done. That's when your good pal Xander will be jumping in and threatening them with...uh, fruit rollups of doom.